Summer to Fall

It's semi-officially autumn! I don't think the equinox has happened yet, but once that chill in the air arrives with colorful leaves on the ground, it's Fall.  Switched my summer dresses for sweater dresses and longsleeves in the closet, washed all my sweaters so they're fresh and ready for these BRR days (I hate that musty, dusty smell of clothes that have sat unworn for months).  Right now it's mainly BRRR in the morning and evening, but that will change soon enough!

I've been working on my project, and will keep updating when I feel they're complete. Right now, I'm doing a lot of comparison-elimination once I get a few "done", so they aren't really "DONE-done" until I've made ALL, compared them ALL and eliminated down to the perfect choices. Otherwise, it will be......a large collection.  How do you choose just ONE or TWO plaid shirts? I mean REALLY.  And lace detail shirts? Those henleys with the unique cuff details? ALL THE COLOR OPTIONS?!  I'm trying to find a balance between WANT and NEED :P Which, for those of us who loves the clothes........is hard! I don't know how I'd pick a ten item only wardrobe, or a five item only, something like that.  I know thats a REALLY good idea, a minimalist wardrobe that is perfect for trips and such.  But I feel like my multiple personalities each need their own.  Har har.  Just kidding.  Style personalities, maybe.  I'm a bit of a chaotic when it comes to styles I like. Though, a refinement of my personal style is also part of this project.  What would I REALLY wear versus what I would just WANT to wear or own just because its pretty to look at? Trying to squeeze practicality into a project that flips my creativity switch on into high gear and my heart says "WEAR ALL THE THINGS" and my brain says "WHOA CALM DOWN THERE...but ok, It's pretty."   Hnnnngh.  I'm so visual, and when I see ten different black shirts that would otherwise look pretty much the same to someone else, I see every stupid detail that makes them each unique and wonderful and can't-live-without-able. Which is silly.  But the texture, cut, tiny details, length, weight of the fabric, the way it hangs, opacity even.  Each brings it's own thing to the table that the others don't have.  There is no perfect shirt with all the things, because they dont become special anymore when its combined. The specialness is in it's unique way it just...is.  Anyway.  Then I remind myself it's just a shirt and I need to just relax.

ANYWHO!

I made two (technically three but I'm not posting my third, it feels unfinished), collages where I only used things I picked out for my project, and it was fun. So much easier to toss together the outfit and a great way to see how the items I chose interact with each other.  Some of the accessories aren't part of the project because I haven't made those collages yet, but the main outfits, definitely.

The first one was in honor of the last bit of summer days we had, and inspired by the ivory tones of the dress I chose for it. I don't usually wear white, or lighter skewed neutrals, but it's been growing on me, particularly in certain forms - like lace, or summer dresses. I tried on what looked like a very nice white sweater, perfect for fall, and I looked like a freaking marshmallow on steroids. I mean seriously, my arms like ginormous. I'm not buff. I'm a bit soft, a bit chubby, but this thing made me look beefy.  Unpleasantly so.  BUT SOFT FLOWY FABRICS ARE DIFFERENT.  So this is what I made.  It didn't mesh super well and I was getting tired of looking at it eventually, so apologies for any awkward placements.

Next, I wanted to make a casual fall outfit that I would definitely wear, all the time. Comfortable, and still stylish enough to satisfy my greedy eyeballs that demand such things. At least, my version of stylish. Everyone's got their own "flavor"!

This one I was really proud of how I got it to mesh. And I added more stuff, socks, a notebook, things you'd see in outfit collages made on polyvore because you can look up more than just clothes to add to it, and I really liked how it turned out. I should collect more things like that to add to it. I feel it fleshes it out in a different way, gives it a little more life. I don't know. It's small, but really makes a difference for some reason! I also changed the models makeup (it was a bright orangey-pink on her lips, so I made it neutral, and darkened her eye makeup to something more smokey like what I'd do on myself) and even changed the nail polish, from a red to a nice grey.  I like grey. So sue me!

Creating Projects For Myself

So, I've spent the past few days working on a project I've "assigned" myself, and it's been far too much fun.  You see, I've been feeling better physically and mentally and have been delving back into hobbies that had been collecting metaphorical (and literal, in some cases) dust, and collaging and fashion is one of them.  Even though I've gained weight, and half my closet isn't FITTING me right now, I've been trying to have more "fun" with my clothes when I get around for things.  I've been leaving the house more, and for far funner things than appointments for once, and decided I'm not going to neglect my need to enjoy my outfits. It's also an attempt to not feel like crap about how I look since I have gained the weight. I have a new body to dress, so my style is changing slightly. I'm trying to see it as a good thing - or at least not letting it make me upset.  While I'd LIKE to get new clothes  (the other day there were three separate RIPS coming from various items of clothing when bending over to tie my shoe...its just not good), I cannot right now, so I'm exploring the possible styles and items I might purchase when I have the chance through collages. I've decided I'm going to continue that "Dream closet" idea I had a while back, and actually complete it - and part TWO of that will be to create full outfits using ONLY the items I've chosen for that "closet".  This will be a test, seeing if the items I choose actually work together as a cohesive, dynamic wardrobe that would provide options for all the situations life gives me - professional wear for photoshoots and meeting clients, comfortable yet adult looking clothes for doctor appointments, casual fun clothes for hanging out with friends, some unique pieces for concerts and events, and casual clothes for home, exercising, camping, ect.   I've been starting with taking a style - t-shirts for example, and tossing in every one that I'd love to own and wear myself. I then narrow things down by limiting a certain amount of one color, putting into practice rules like 'having other colors besides black' and making sure I have neutrals and colors that complement my skin tone. I rule out anything that wouldn't actually look good on my body type, or something that realistically, I wouldn't wear no matter how much I love it.  Fabrics that would catch or get ruined because of my cats.  Things that are the wrong cut or shape. This STILL leaves me with tons of options so I try to make sure I don't have too many of the same style, and after finishing a few categories, I go back and compare them to each other, often finding I found a similar version of a shirt in each category.  Some I can't let go though. I'm SO one of those poeple who would have fifty different versions of a black button down shirt, simply because the length is different, the sleeves are different, the fabric is different.  That's pretty realistic, cause I'll wear tons of those all week, and can style them many different ways. So that's me "cheating" I guess.  This is also a "DREAM" closet so it is much bigger than what my realistic closet would be.  BUT, it's going to be incredibly fun when I get to the part where I make outfits from those selections - it scratches the "fashion itch" I get where I want to try on all the things and buy all the things because I constantly have outfit ideas floating around in my head and they NEED to be released!  This releases them. Without putting me in debt.   Oh, universe, thank you for not letting me have a credit card. That would just be....bad.

So, here's a few I've put together that I will probably refine even more as time goes on and I complete more "closet compilations".  I wanted them on the blog so I could look at them side by side, and really see what I can remove to make them more specific.  This is pretty much all the "tops", from tanks to tunics to button ups that are basically dresses or cardigans - works as both! So anyway.  Round 1 of Dream Closet - TOPS!